why can i not just “be happy”? ive got quite the nice life when i take a step back and really think about it… its great! but there is always that…”thing”. that one thing that i always find to complain about… and its different every day, sometimes even every minute… over the last few days, i have been so topsy-turvy both physically and mentally, i am...
5/28/2012 12:21 AM.
just got home.. had a good, yet tiring day. spent most of…well, ALL of it… with my baby, and got to meet some of her friends. all of which, i might add, were awesome people lol. why she thinks they are weird, eludes me… but i can’t help but think “they act soo much like all of my friends..” i wish good luck to her friend **** (name removed) on her trip back to...
finally got a laptop. xD wewt! its even a small one. didn’t want one of the huge ones that looks like a flatscreen tv with floor tiles under it, i got a small acer aspire one. i love it!
Insomnia, Thou art a heartless bitch... you know...
so, my girl left the house at about 10:30 last night… decided i would just go to sleep right after, cuz i was sleepy all day. and, Lo and Behold as the title suggests, I DIDN’T SLEEP A BIT. litterally, less than 15 minutes. spread out over 6 hours. so, i have been up and about, technically, for 32 hours as of….now. but, man… what i would do for a good swim in the creek...
well, its official now.. i am now out of school. just gotta go get my diploma after graduation, and i’m good..
-sigh-… last week of school is half over… not sure if excited, or severely bummed out..
So, things are finally starting to look up for me. life is finally improving… but i can’t help but think of all the people who have helped me through all my struggles… no matter how short that list is, i love you all… i even accept all of you as a part of my family. and that is saying a lot, from me.. :) glad our paths have crossed, and hope they continue to do so..
ugh… can’t stand this… if i do go to florida this summer (which now, the way my mom is acting as usual, doesnt seem to likely) don’t be surprised if me and my babygirl don’t come back..