January 2012
18 posts
doctor's today.
well, woke up feelin like death, so i convinced my mom to let me go to the doctor. i now have…uh… an epic amount of pills to take over the next few weeks.. fuck my life.
well my day…. has sucked. to be polite. to be honest, it fucking sucked ass. but i’ll just be polite. woke up and couldn’t breathe because of head congestion.. then had to thaw-out my truck this morning due to the freeze last night (fuck you, juvenile arthritis.) then, at school, got griped at by every teacher because “its not that cold outside, why do you wear 2...
ugh..
why can’t i feel somewhat okay? ive never been this bad untill, like, 3 weeks ago or so. WHAT THE FUCK??!!??!! its really upsetting me now… what is triggering this bullshit??!!?? there has GOTTA be something… SOMETHING is making me go completely INSANE
staring at your picture, i realized that for a split second, i felt somewhat complete inside..
end it all…. please, dear God, end it all…
somehow i can’t help but think i just totally fucked that up..
welp… today was fairly… whats the word…. oh yes. hell. thats the word i was looking for. :\
complete nervous system failure…shaking… spiders… hallucinations… nausea…. someone fucking shoot me in the fucking face
after thinking about the way i spend my time, i still wonder why i’m not out getting money for what i do, and instead sitting at home practicing day in and day out. true, i don’t want a solo career like a friend of mine, but it seems like finding a group of people to form a band with (that will keep me motivated and inspired at the same time) is damn near impossible! when i’m...
looking back on it all, i can’t help but think to myself: “whats the point in all this struggle? is it really worth my time?” :\
Knuckle Deep- the greatest band out of beaumont... →
welp.. another day, another headache. seems about right…. oh, and i got heartburn this time! woop!
we all seem to be hurried to the next big thing, don’t you think we should slow down and enjoy what we have now?
I’ve been looking for a lifeline For what seems like a lifetime I’m drowning in the pain, breaking down again Looking for a lifeline
n00bn3ss
yup. i’m new. eat me alive if u wish. if not, friendship is another option, among many.
“”Although I do wrong, I do not the wrongs that I am charged with doing;...”
– Joseph Smith Jr
