has a splitting headache… no way to make it better… and i just had to drive dads noisy-ass truck down the road and back…. >_< i feel like shooting my brains out, but knowing my luck it would only hurt worse afterwards
well, i actually slept somewhat well, considering the circumstances. woke up to a rain storm, so i turned the stereo off and listened to it for a good 5 hours, and got outta bed at 12:45.(woke up at 7:45) in a surprisingly good mood now.. all i gotta do is talk to one person when i wake up.. don’t even have to hear her voice, and it makes my whole day 10x better. :)
why, oh why, must we get up so effin early to sit in a freezing cold building and listen to average adults yell at us all day… i mean, can’t we sit at home, where its our parentss, and we actually have some say in how cold it is?????????
well, lets back up a little bit… fell asleep around 4:30, cuz i had WAAAYYYYY too much on my mind to even think about sleep… but the events that transpired before hand, were… well, i guess it went over well. thats what she tells me anyway… anyway, enough of that. today lasted a little too long. (yet, for a sunday, not long enough..) got a busy week next week (NOT!! other than a concert at the nursing home in merryville at 1:00 tuesday) so…yea… not looking forward to most of next week..mainly because tuesday is valentines day. ive never had a good valentines day, now that i think about it. oh well… i’m hoping this one is a bit better. at least a little bit..
-sigh-….ive told her whats on my mind…shouldn’t it have made it easier for me? seems like its getting harder. :\ fuck me…
"life, is a bitch… but she is totally, totally doable.."
so, i totally just watched a video from that group Anonymous… you know, the ones that actually have their heads outta their asses, unlike our american government? real eye opener, that one… gonna look into that just a bit more in the morning.. can’t argue with a cold hard fact, now can you?
well i sure as hell can’t wait for the weekend.. can’t wait for the laziness/musicalness of the weekend.. hopefully will have the chance to get some decent recordings down. maybe some friends will join me?
well, guess what tumblr! i was right!! :D its raining like hell and none of my friends are awake yet, at… 8:54 A.M. so i am now stuck home alone again. nothin to do. oh, did i mention that i am, like, goin crazy? haha, yea, funny huh? i wanna go blow up a building or somethin… that would be fun..
well today has turned out to be…. shit. just, plain, old, smelly, shit… i really don’t even want to describe it, because you probably won’t believe me. just know that if i have another day THIS BAD in the next teneight five years i am alive, it will be WAY TOO SOON!!! maybe tomorrow will be better… but i have a rising suspicion that something will go terribly awry tomorrow, as well. -sigh-
well… last night was a bit odd… slept for about 2 hours, but the dream lasted 5 days, at least. O_o and what an….odd…. yet truely nice dream… must be the meds… i think.. :\ i’m still kindof… stunned? yea, thats the appropriate word… stunned…