sometimes, i wonder..
if you could hear my mental….attacks, upon myself..
would you tell me that i am wrong?….
i don’t think anyone will.
i’m nothing more than a leech, sucking in air, and in exchange, infecting the lives of everyone else around me.
i’m a waste.
a collection of every single fault and mistake and bad decision ever made by humanity.
why am i still here?…
The illness that they whisper of, is that what makes me fail?
I see through the eyes of the of the blind
Not clear what it is to be this self I dread, the immense, the rabid I am
The cogs turn, grinding away at ceaselessness-willing it to dust
i am here to die. that’s it. i cant seem to do anything else, so thats got to be it
is it too much to ask for to NOT wake up at 2in the afternoon hung over like hell, wondering wtf you did last night to wake up feeling like this? i can’t even sit up, this sucks ass…
Add in your own language
- English: I love you
- German: Ich liebe dich.
- Portuguese: Eu te amo
- Bollywood: Maiṁ tumasē pyāra karatā hūm̐
- Tumblr: SCREW YOU YOU FLIPPING FREAK I HATE YOU
- Keymash: alskdfjcashbcnlasdjfan
- Harry Potter: Always
- Thornberry: BLARHAGARHHGARH
- Dean: Don't ever change.
- Fangirlish: FREAK LOOK AT YOU jasdhfifhss
- Hungarian: Szeretlek
- Persian: Doostet daram
- Czech: Miluju tě
- Turkish: Seni seviyorum
- Batman: NO LOVE. ONLY JUSTICE.
- Russian: Я тебя люблю (Ya tebya lyublyu)
- Night at the Roxbury: WHAT IS LOVE?! Baby don't hurt me...
- Italian: Ti amo~
- Nightwing: Touch my ass
- Tim Drake: Erm. Erm. Erm. Um. Erm. Erm. Hi.
- asexual: will there be wifi
- Korra: Look, I really like you and I think we were meant for each other!
- Persona 3 and 4: Level 10 social link right there
- Carly Rae Jepson: Hey I just met you and this is crazy but here's my number so call me maybe?
- Spanish: Te amo.
- Loki: You have heart.
- Adele: Never mind, I'll find someone like you
- Tony Stark:
- Ace Attorney: Thanks to you, I am saddled with... unnecessary feelings.
- Homura: MADOKA-CHAN!!
- Toph: *PUNCHES YOU* That's how I show affection.
- Sokka: BOOMERANG!!
- Mai: I don't hate you.
- Zuko: Honor!!
- Captain Jack Harkness: Hi, I'm Captain Jack Harkness.
- Sherlock: You're an idiot.
- John Watson: I always say "I love you", but it's usually subtext
- Blaine Anderson: I lo- AND CUT!
- Spock: I have been emotionally compromised
- Ryan Murphy: MORE FINCHEL!
- Kurt Hummel: *sipping coffee**splutters*
- Taylor Swift: And that's the way I loved you! Breakin down and comin' undone, it's a roller coaster kinna rush and I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I loved you.
- Rumplestiltskin: NOBODY CAN EVER LOVE ME!
- The Doctor: Rose Tyler... I--
- Thor: You give up this poisonous dream! You come home.
- Arthur: Merlin, you idiot!
- Steven Moffat: Make them suffer. That is how I show the emotion you humans refer to as 'love'.
- Daleks: EXTERMINATE!
- Loki: Sentiment
- Pepper: We were having 12% of a moment
- Hulk: HULK SMASH DAT BOOTY
- Odin: HUARGH
- Coulson: I watched you while you slept
- Hiddlestoner: I'm uncontrollably excited about you
- Steve Rogers: Mr. Stark...
- Rachel: I got off the plane.
- Welsh: Rwy'n dy garu di
- Delena fans: I love you. And it's because I love you that I can't be selfish with you... I don't deserve you.
- Stefan: *lets Elena drown*
- Sam Winchester: You are my brother, there is nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you
- Elena: I don't know how I feel.
- Kuroko: I will be the shadow of your light and make you the best player in Japan
- Tony: There was one more guy you pissed off... his name's Phil.
- Castiel: You and I share a profound bond.
- Malay: Aku cintamu
- Soldier: C'MERE SWEETHEART.
- Chris: WESKERRRRRRRRR
- Wesker: CHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
- Donkey: DONKEY!
- Once-ler: Are you a thneed? Because you're all I need.
- Kankri: I just wanted t9 say that 9ut of all 9f my fell9w c9mrads y9u are very special t9 me. Please d9 tell me if this is triggering y9u in any way as I d9 n9t want t9 hurt y9u 9r make y9u 'fangirl' as 9ne might put it.
- Heavy: KISS ME, DOKTOR!
- Flynn Rider: You were my new dream.
- Gobbo: Ei wah ov oo!
- Dojima: Give me giant ass fuck coffee, then we'll talk
- Minecraftian: I'd give my diamond supplies to you.
- Tom Hiddleston: Just hang in there. The ambulance is coming. I love you.
- Han solo: I know.
- Doctor Who: DOOOOOOOOOWEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- Augustus Waters: Okay
- Severus Snape: Always.
- Peeta Mellark: Real or Not Real?
- Irish: Tá mé i ngrá leat
so, someone has caught my eye yet again.
i fear this will only cause me more pain in the end.
will she feel the same way i do?
most likely not.
yeah its probably that middle one there.. she has actually shown caring towards me before.
it shocked me.
that someone i only just met within the last week, actually wanted to help me.
TRIED to help me, and we have only known eachother for…3 days? 4? more? i couldn’t tell ya, the last 5 days have been closely strung together for me. to the point of
im not sure now how long i have been awake. close to 3 days straight.
thinking about things.
thinking about people.
thinking about her. about her.
her face is constantly in my line of sight.
i cant stop thinking. about her.
worse than its ever been.
worse than ever before.
am i insane?
am i losing touch?
am i really falling in love again?…
-sigh-… probably going to be hospitalized soon.. 93%chance it’ll be of my own account.