sometimes, i wonder..
if you could hear my mental….attacks, upon myself..
would you tell me that i am wrong?….
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i don’t think anyone will.
i’m low.
i’m worthless.
i’m shit.
i’m nothing more than a leech, sucking in air, and in exchange, infecting the lives of everyone else around me.
i’m pathetic.
i’m inferior.
i’m a waste.
a parasite.
a collection of every single fault and mistake and bad decision ever made by humanity.
ever.
……
why am i still here?…
The illness that they whisper of, is that what makes me fail?
I see through the eyes of the of the blind
Not clear what it is to be this self I dread, the immense, the rabid I am
The cogs turn, grinding away at ceaselessness-willing it to dust
i am here to die. that’s it. i cant seem to do anything else, so thats got to be it
holyfahkingshite. story of my FUCKING life man..
(via marshmallowsandgunfights)
is it too much to ask for to NOT wake up at 2in the afternoon hung over like hell, wondering wtf you did last night to wake up feeling like this? i can’t even sit up, this sucks ass…
psycadellic-moustace-dream-baby:
Men feel the pressures of society just as much as women. Through my internet searches I have come across nothing that encourages body positivity in men. This needs to change.
Please, tell me of the struggles this dude faces as a white male. I’m really interested in hearing about the alternate reality that he inhabits.
WHAT A DUMBASS POST
CRY HARDER WHITE BOY
Booohooooo who says all girls wanna look like barbie dipshit
Whoa, whoa, whoa. Are you guys honestly saying that just because he’s a man and white? Are you fucking kidding me? You all do realize what you’re technically saying right? You’re pretty much saying that this guy has no right to be sad because there are people out there who have it worse. I thought that was one of the main things you never tell a person with depression, so why are any of you saying that here?
Seriously, what world do you guys live in? What if a white man was abused as a child? What if they were told that they were not good enough by their family and and the people around them? Do you think every white guy lives a life where everybody loves them, nobody thinks they’re ugly and they get everything they want by simply asking for it once? You have to be a fool to believe that.
Are you trying to tell me that a white person can’t be depressed because he has “privilege over everybody else”? Let me put it to you like this: Let’s say you have a white man who lost his job, is insecure about his body (because maybe he’s not very tall or muscular, which is what society today thinks a man should look like), and has no friends. Now let’s say you have a successful black business woman who is paid well, has a great social life, but also has depression. Which one of these two people has more right to be depressed? The answer: NEITHER!!!! Because depression is not always about how successful you are in life or what you have. Depression is feeling that you’re not a good enough person no matter who you are and how hard you try.
All of you that contributed to the above commentary should be ashamed of yourselves. There are people out there, including white boys, who hate themselves because of their looks. They will self harm just like anybody else with self hate issues but none of you care. All you care about is their gender and skin color. I’d hate to see what any of you would say if you ever met a cutter that happened to be a white guy. What would you say when he shows you his scars? Will you laugh at his face? What if he told you that he attempted suicide? Would roll your eyes at him?
None of you are any better than those racist and sexist people you claim to hate so much. You don’t want equality. You want anybody that shares physical similarities with the “oppressor” to feel like shit. You want people to be looked down upon because of the their race and gender; two things they have no control over.How is that any better than someone belittling a Black/Hispanic/Asian/etc person because of a broad and untrue generalization?
I’ve come to realize this important fact: Tumblr isn’t the safe haven for logical people that so many want to claim it is. It’s full immature, hypocritical , and ignorant people just like any other website. I don’t care if I lose followers because of this. This has to stop.^
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ this
Holy shit, this rant. Bravo.
goddamn. fucking yes. you, sir or madam, are officially an amazing person in my book. get in touch with me, i will buy you a drink. your choice.
Add in your own language
- English: I love you
- German: Ich liebe dich.
- Portuguese: Eu te amo
- Bollywood: Maiṁ tumasē pyāra karatā hūm̐
- Tumblr: SCREW YOU YOU FLIPPING FREAK I HATE YOU
- Keymash: alskdfjcashbcnlasdjfan
- Harry Potter: Always
- Thornberry: BLARHAGARHHGARH
- Dean: Don't ever change.
- Fangirlish: FREAK LOOK AT YOU jasdhfifhss
- Hungarian: Szeretlek
- Persian: Doostet daram
- Czech: Miluju tě
- Turkish: Seni seviyorum
- Batman: NO LOVE. ONLY JUSTICE.
- Russian: Я тебя люблю (Ya tebya lyublyu)
- Night at the Roxbury: WHAT IS LOVE?! Baby don't hurt me...
- Italian: Ti amo~
- Nightwing: Touch my ass
- Tim Drake: Erm. Erm. Erm. Um. Erm. Erm. Hi.
- asexual: will there be wifi
- Korra: Look, I really like you and I think we were meant for each other!
- Persona 3 and 4: Level 10 social link right there
- Carly Rae Jepson: Hey I just met you and this is crazy but here's my number so call me maybe?
- Spanish: Te amo.
- Loki: You have heart.
- Adele: Never mind, I'll find someone like you
- Tony Stark:
- Ace Attorney: Thanks to you, I am saddled with... unnecessary feelings.
- Homura: MADOKA-CHAN!!
- Toph: *PUNCHES YOU* That's how I show affection.
- Sokka: BOOMERANG!!
- Mai: I don't hate you.
- Zuko: Honor!!
- Captain Jack Harkness: Hi, I'm Captain Jack Harkness.
- Sherlock: You're an idiot.
- John Watson: I always say "I love you", but it's usually subtext
- Blaine Anderson: I lo- AND CUT!
- Spock: I have been emotionally compromised
- Ryan Murphy: MORE FINCHEL!
- Kurt Hummel: *sipping coffee**splutters*
- Taylor Swift: And that's the way I loved you! Breakin down and comin' undone, it's a roller coaster kinna rush and I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I loved you.
- Rumplestiltskin: NOBODY CAN EVER LOVE ME!
- The Doctor: Rose Tyler... I--
- Thor: You give up this poisonous dream! You come home.
- Arthur: Merlin, you idiot!
- Steven Moffat: Make them suffer. That is how I show the emotion you humans refer to as 'love'.
- Daleks: EXTERMINATE!
- Loki: Sentiment
- Pepper: We were having 12% of a moment
- Hulk: HULK SMASH DAT BOOTY
- Odin: HUARGH
- Coulson: I watched you while you slept
- Hiddlestoner: I'm uncontrollably excited about you
- Steve Rogers: Mr. Stark...
- Rachel: I got off the plane.
- Welsh: Rwy'n dy garu di
- Delena fans: I love you. And it's because I love you that I can't be selfish with you... I don't deserve you.
- Stefan: *lets Elena drown*
- Sam Winchester: You are my brother, there is nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you
- Elena: I don't know how I feel.
- Kuroko: I will be the shadow of your light and make you the best player in Japan
- Tony: There was one more guy you pissed off... his name's Phil.
- Castiel: You and I share a profound bond.
- Malay: Aku cintamu
- Soldier: C'MERE SWEETHEART.
- Chris: WESKERRRRRRRRR
- Wesker: CHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
- Donkey: DONKEY!
- Once-ler: Are you a thneed? Because you're all I need.
- Kankri: I just wanted t9 say that 9ut of all 9f my fell9w c9mrads y9u are very special t9 me. Please d9 tell me if this is triggering y9u in any way as I d9 n9t want t9 hurt y9u 9r make y9u 'fangirl' as 9ne might put it.
- Heavy: KISS ME, DOKTOR!
- Flynn Rider: You were my new dream.
- Gobbo: Ei wah ov oo!
- Dojima: Give me giant ass fuck coffee, then we'll talk
- Minecraftian: I'd give my diamond supplies to you.
- Tom Hiddleston: Just hang in there. The ambulance is coming. I love you.
- Han solo: I know.
- Doctor Who: DOOOOOOOOOWEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- Augustus Waters: Okay
- Severus Snape: Always.
- Peeta Mellark: Real or Not Real?
- Irish: Tá mé i ngrá leat
so, someone has caught my eye yet again.
i fear this will only cause me more pain in the end.
will she feel the same way i do?
probably not.
most likely not.
deffinitely not.
yeah its probably that middle one there.. she has actually shown caring towards me before.
kindness, even.
it shocked me.
that someone i only just met within the last week, actually wanted to help me.
TRIED to help me, and we have only known eachother for…3 days? 4? more? i couldn’t tell ya, the last 5 days have been closely strung together for me. to the point of
overlapping..
im not sure now how long i have been awake. close to 3 days straight.
constantly thinking.
thinking about things.
thinking about people.
thinking about her. about her.
her.
her face is constantly in my line of sight.
i cant stop thinking. about her.
worse than its ever been.
worse than ever before.
am i insane?
am i losing touch?
falling apart?
dieing?
am i really falling in love again?…
-sigh-… probably going to be hospitalized soon.. 93%chance it’ll be of my own account.
